As the
Sprint print out is by current to older, read this from the bottom of the page
to the top in history sequence.
Sprint text messages on David Derringer’s phone #(505)
385-5403 that the same phone was previously (505) 453-7490.
All these text messages are also on the Barrie
Derringer phone # (505) 453-5938
David
Derringer will provide the Court access to his real phone to verify any of
these text messages, recorded by Sprint, and the Court could also mandate
access to the Barrie Derringer
phone to prove that these messages exist.
David Derringer has made no contact of any kind to
Barrie Derringer since the Barrie Derringer illegal break-in to the Derringer
shop/storage with her accomplices on February 4, 2012.
Headings for these text messages “me” indicates David Derringer, and “Barrie” indicates Barrie Derringer.
In the content of the text messaging, “pet” names and
“terms of endearment” are used by both parties.
David Derringer’s pet names for Barrie Derringer
include “honey also”, “butterbean”, “snup”, “Mrs. Butterbean”, “honey”, “my
petunia”, “Cowgirl”, “Cowgirl in training” CIT, “baby”, “honey bunny”
Barrie Derringer’s pet names for David Derringer
include “Cowboy”, “honey”, “sweetheart”, “baby”,
TEXTS
FOLLOWING BARRIE
DERRINGER LEAVING ON DECEMBER
27, 2011
The following texts are in order of most current dates
and times decreasing back in time.
Friday February 3, 12
Me 9:52 PM Goodnight. Your
Cowboy can’t give you a kiss
Me 8:54 PM I love you
Me 6:17 PM I can’t wave and
smile at you as I did when I first saw you each night when I came to pick you
up after work. Now, all I can do is tell you I love you by a stupid phone text
with no contact you have me controlled to. Maybe someday you will remember how
wonderful it was the other way, and then the first evening kiss following the
smile and wave.
Me 4:53 PM You mentioned at
one point that I had to have more money. How much money does it take to buy a
wife back?
Me 4:08
PM Think of all the simply little things
and gestures we did for each other every minute of the day to show love and
caring. Even feeding you M&M’s while you were driving. That is real love
baby you are going to think back on us sometime and realize the love you missed
out on over the last 6 weeks. Few women have the kind of love you have from
Cowboy.
Me 3:45 PM Do you ever
remember that first thing we did an evening kiss when I used to pick you up
after work?
Me 2:55 PM Hi little snup
Me 1:40 PM My God! Look
what time it is! Time to tell my Butterbean that I love her
Me 12:20 PM Thinking
of you! Just like every other second of the day.
Me 10:31 AM Sunny
& nice. Makes me think of our trip to Los Alamos
Me 9:38 AM Love u
Me 8:22 AM Good morning
honey, I love you
Me 1:07 AM I love you
Thursday February 2, 2012
Me 11:53
PM I wonder how many other
people that don’t have the love we have, who are single, marriages and
relationships failed are giving you advice about what to do and not do with us?
Truth be known all the world is jealous for the deep love we have for each
other that your “advisors” friends and family have never had and never will.
Me 10:50
PM Your parents have nothing
in common, don’t sleep with each other,
don’t show and have no real affection for each other and simply share
the same space; simply rotting with each other until they die. We have love! I
guess all your people would rather you rot with them, as misery loves company.
I wish you would wake up and come back to your Cowboy where no matter how bad
the circumstances are we are still full of life.
Me 10:22 PM Would
you try and remember our first date July 7, 09? We talked quite a while at our
table and Applebees then decided to go dance at the Caravan. We took your car
instead of driving both and talked in
the car that the most important thing between two people was to communicate!
That was the “real” Barrie that I had just met that was real, kind, loving,
considerate, and had caring for others. Look at the way you deal with life (or
rather “don’t” deal with life) now. Your parents and friends are nothing but
liars to claim you are the real you now and a better person than with me. With
me you worked hard, were fun, happy, honest, and an extraordinary woman full of
life, beaming smile, and always cheerful. Compare that wonderful woman to the
person you have become in January not even “communicating” with her own
husband. Pretty pathetic!
Me 9:39 PM When do you plan
on actually really talking to me?
Me 8:53 PM We really
enjoyed each other’s company, teasing each other, laughing, thinking the same.
We were a really good pair with most all things in common. We are a lot alike
you and I, regardless of what your family and friends would try to have you
believe. I love you Barrie!
Me 8:17 PM Don’t you miss
our evenings together?
Me 3:12 PM I love you
Me 10:50
AM We need to spend a lot of
time together talking about a lot of things and you don’t seem to want to talk.
Somehow I am going to have to make you talk to me. Should never have to be that
way ever.
Me 8:05 AM It’s 8:00AM and you know what? I love my Butterbean
Me 6:52 AM I miss you so
much
Wednesday February 1, 2012
Me 10:22
PM When I think of you now
being maneuvered away from your own husband, what happened with others in the
past, in a time less than two weeks, and how impressionable and how you can be
manipulated in your mind by others, it scares me to death. How can I possibly
protect and care for you if you are taken away by others?
Me 8:32 PM Goodnight my
confused little snup. I love you
Me 7:40 PM I love you
Me 5:37 PM Your need for
parental approval is as strong as Susan and her mom. Your problem is compounded
with your very strong need to be approved of by a “younger” sister. No wonder u
would have come unglued if I had bought u a vibrator for Christmas.
Me 2:46 PM I will feed
animals. Training a horse for two days to pack. Luv u
Barrie 2:41 PM I guess you
won’t let me have a key. What kind of job?
Barrie 2:25 PM Do u need me to
feed
Me 2:18
PM Interesting I have had three marriages
with meddling inlaws the daughter subservient to parents instead of standing up
for her own husband. With Liz they thought they were in a social class higher
than me & both parents & grandparents did everything they could to
eventually get Liz to leave me & destroy our marriage. With Susan she
simply always wanted her mother’s approval far more than love of her husband so
her mom could manipulate & force ideas on Susan to brainwash & sabotage
our marriage. With it clear that you never stand up to your parents you &
your family seem to work as a combination of what happened in my other two marriages
to sabotage and try to defeat the Derringers. With a man he finally won’t take
any more parental control past his 30’s but a woman can’t seem to get out of
that yolk until parents finally die. Our love is very strong & will prevail
over parental approval long term.
Me 1:14 PM I love you
Butterbean
Me 11:14 AM I
love my honey bunny!
Me 8:19
AM The 4th and 5th I
have a job that I will be out of town part of that time so don’t ask me for
anything this coming weekend. I love you.
Tuesday January 31, 2012
Barrie 5:42 PM I don’t have any
pillow cases. Look n closet top shelf left side.
Me 4:07 PM I love you
Me 12:54 PM I
guess you took most of the pillowcases
Me 11:16 AM I
love you Barrie
Me 9:34 AM Do you read all
my texts and listen to all of my voice mails? This is an insane way of trying
to communicate with my own wife. Total strangers don’t do this to each other. I
text you about different things or voice mail many times each day with no
response to anything. Have u ever thought of how much precious time you are
wasting if something happened to one of us in the meantime? I love you
Me 8:04 AM I love Mrs.
Butterbean
Me 7:49 AM What else can we
do besides dance to take some small step for us?
Me 7:47 AM Why can’t we
dance and take a step towards us
Barrie 7:46 AM I’m fine. No
dancing tonight.
Me 7:22 AM What could you
do to make sure if u ever got in an accident or hurt they would contact me. If
u went into the hospital I don’t ever think your parents would let me know. I
hate this honey not being with you. I love you and we were always supposed to
be together the rest of our lives.
Me 7:07 AM Are you OK?
Me 12:27
AM Your wedding ring should
always be on your finger forever and someday when you die to be buried with my
ring still on your finger and when I die you make sure my ring is on my finger.
Me 12:15
AM Will you go dancing with
your Cowboy tonight on Tuesday so we can have fun and hold each other and kiss
as we always have? A small step forwards your Cowboy and a giant step to repair
our love and marriage. I love you very much Barrie. I want you as my wife for the rest of my life. You
know how much I love you and have since three days after we met. You should
never have left us and u need to put us back together forever. All u have to do
is think of anytime we were together doing anything and we are wonderful for
each other and meant to be together always. You are my darling and love of my
life.
Monday January 30, 2012
Me 6:43 PM Saw t-shirt
mountain life: bring a compass, it’s awkward when you have to eat your friends.
Me 6:34
PM Family rules: keep your promises, vows,
and commitments; share; think of others before yourself; say I love you; always
tell the truth; hug often; laugh at yourself; use kind words; love each other
always. I love you Butterbean.
Me 4:24 PM I love my honey!
Me 1:57 PM Just need to
sit down and talk of the best way to get the money to pay it and get it behind
us. If I can get more inheritance money is 1 possible source or selling the 5
ton. We need to figure it out. What are some of ur ideas? I will also think about it more before we
actually talk to come up with other plans and ideas. Main thing is not to have
to face interest/penalties forever. Don’t believe u ever said amount of scam
they took from u but had some idea before it was only few thousand and not 20.
now I understand the IRS thing better. It may take a little time but we will
get it solved and finally over with. I love my honey bunny!
Me 1:50 PM I guess we could
sit down with IRS but it is not the same as cash stolen in a burglary or
robbery with a police report as in this u voluntarily sent the money. I know we
have the Western Union receipts but that only shows the money sent and not a
crime or particular purpose. The other problem with IRS is they could think that
Shale was actually a friend of yours and u were really sending large amounts of
money to a bank acct overseas to avoid taxes. We would have to give some
thought as to how to approach IRS first. As I now know the whole picture, I am
afraid we will probably have to just pay IRS to end this thing and put it
forever behind us and go on with our life. The problem now is the interest and
penalties that are outrageous each month until we get this settled. The other
problem with an amended return of 09 would be claiming $6,703.60 “more” than
before precipitating other future audits.
Me 1:36
PM I was seeing what of mine I had to move
in the black file cabinet and found ur scam stuff and tax stuff we need. U did
not file any amended return in 2008 but the scam was in 09. When u told me in the past I did not know this
happened only 20 or so days before u met me. For some reason I thought it was
between when Charlie left and divorce or after Charlie left. Didn’t know it was
May/June 09 right before u met me July 7, 09. I read the emails from u and Alex
Sandoval and guess he was just the employee of Malefu Shale getting his % of
any profit. I can see that u spent a week or so with heavy phone calls and
yahoo messaging and no doubt they have quite a scheme going to get women
involved. Too bad u had not met Cowboy a couple months earlier so it would not
have happened. The total u sent was $19,546.60 but u only claimed a loss of
$12,843.00? I read your fraud report and the whole thing was over a few days.
Me 11:58 AM U
should take a big box of macaroni and cheese u like so u always have some
Me 11:54 AM Are
you getting enough food? I love you Butterbean.
Me 10:28 AM I
love my honey bunny!
Me 9:53
AM Let our first step of putting us back
together be going dancing tomorrow night honey
Me 9:19 AM I love my
Butterbean
Me 8:12 AM Cowgirl belongs
with her Cowboy! I miss you so much Barrie!
Me 8:01 AM I love u
Sunday January 29, 2012
Me 11:15 PM Goodnight.
I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Me 10:53 PM 2
½ years of pure love between us honey. You can’t ignore that forever!
Me 10:49 PM I
don’t believe you never miss me my kissing you and my arms around you even as I
did in the checkout at Walmart
Me 10:48 PM I
ache for my Butterbean!
Me 10:15 PM It’s
absolutely insane for us to be apart!
Me 10:08 PM I
LOVE MY WIFE!!!
Me 10:01 PM I
LOVE MY WIFE
Me 9:52 PM Being without
you is torture
Me 9:50
PM I miss touching and holding you so much
I wake up hurting and my heart aching even before I think clearly and it goes
on constantly until I finally cry myself to sleep each night
Me 9:32
PM U never offer any solutions or disclose
all the things troubling you and have never talked with me yet with your heart
wide open
Me 9:14 PM I hope you wake
up one morning and say my God what have I done? I love my Cowboy and want him
in my arms forever
Me 9:02 PM We are missing
time we should be spending together that we can never make up in this lifetime.
We were always doing everything together. That is how it is meant to be, us as
one. I miss you so much!
Me 6:03 PM Does marriage
mean much of anything to you?
Me 5:52 PM Come dancing
with me Mrs. Butterbean!
Me 5:39 PM Caravan open
tonight do u want to go dancing honey?
Me 5:28 PM I am a good
husband to you. You need to realize that
Me 5:12 PM I love my Butterbean
Me 3:56 PM We need to go
dancing Tuesday night. I love you
Me 2:19 PM Earth to
Butterbean! Earth to Butterbean! COWBOY CALLING!
Me 9:55 AM Call me you
little Butterbean!
Me 9:03 AM Come talk to me
Saturday January 28, 2012
Me 7:14 PM Did you do as I
said and put your I-Pod on our music and close your eyes and think of our first
kiss with Fuji watching. He loved me and so do you. Stop doing this
to us and put us back together where we belong! We were meant to love each
other and be forever husband and wife!
Me Call
your Cowboy, and be quick about it too!
Me My
butterbean has been abducted by Rusty Nail. Call Cowboy so I can rescue you
Me Are
u going to call me or not? Are u going to kiss me or not? This whole thing and
what you are doing is insane! Damn it put us back together and lets straighten
out our lives. I love my wife!
Me 4:24
PM U need to meet and talk to me tonight
Me 4:14
PM Seems like u will listen to anyone in
the world but your own husband and leave the one most important reliable person
that is the best one in the world for u: your Cowboy husband. We have to get
through to you somehow were we are back together and your are safe and happy. I
hate this you that has a closed mind with tunnel vision with ur
mind set that ur Cowboy is ur problem when ur
marriage to ur Cowboy is the best and most secure thing u have ever
done. You do not have my true love and devotion for u anywhere else in the
world!
Me 3:58
PM Please read all my texts and listen to
all my voice mails. I love you Mrs. Butterbean!!!!!!!!
Me 2:35
PM I had already changed the lock back to
your key and planned on getting all your stuff to your place and with putting
on ur ring was starting to believe we could save our love and marriage and go
dancing again and would eventually be back together again. Then today you claim
the big mistake of your life was to marry your Cowboy and your would never come
back. I still wonder how you could change so much from your ongoing love on
December 26, 2011 to the non-caring person beyond December 27, 2011.
Me 3:28
PM I can’t even believe you would do this
to us and our love for each other without trying somehow to make us work. I
have been willing to work with you in any possible scenario to keep us married.
There are even married couples that live in different parts of the country
leading different lives and still love each other and stay married. We loved
each other so much even from the start I can’t understand how you can keep us
apart and claim u won’t put us together again.
Barrie 10:39 AM What r u doing? Why don’t you say
something?
Me 10:35
AM I answered your question
last night
Me 10:29
AM For example: I see the
“real you” u claim to be now who left me when we were in an extreme emergency
as far less of a person than the Cowgirl
I know with me that stuck in there without complaint during a blizzard getting
the horses home. That Cowgirl that I knew as my wife was an extraordinary
person. How does the “real you” compare to the butterbean I know? Not even
close!
Barrie VERY WELL
ORGAINIZED! Knowing where things are. Kind to all. Not lying to my family. Ok
I’ve answered your question answer mine.
Me 10:21
AM I’m curious. What is it
about the claims you have of what is the “real” you that is a better person
than the “you” that U were that I have known for 3 years?
Barrie 10:19 AM No I didn’t. Can I come get a key
Me 10:12
AM I woke up having dreamt
that you had come to get a key and had woken me up crawling in bed with me and
you made love to me and said you would never leave me again. You didn’t do that
Barrie 6:04 AM I do know what I am doing. First I need to
organize things to go. So I just need access. I’ll meet you to get a key so you
don’t have to drive up there and use gas. Yes on ring. Just tell me where to
meet you.
Barrie 3:38 AM I will work on us. I won’t have a list of items
until tomorrow. I will possibly load some items in my car.
Friday
January 27, 2012
Me 9:49
PM What do you mean you will work on us?
No. right now I will not give u a hey as I am unclear all of your intentions or
people involved. Do you have Cowboy’s wedding ring on your finger? U know that
you own and roughly where it is. It makes no sense for me to spend money
driving a truck across town without loading it full and taking all we can to
the place. If we were moving I would orchestrate this efficiently as you don’t
seem to know where to start or what you are doing.
Barrie 9:32 PM I
will be alone. Don’t need a trailer I just want to get an idea of where to
start. I’ll pay for your gas. Can you meet me earlier to let me in?
Me 9:12
PM Of course realize if we were husband
and wife working together on a place of our own we could have had it set up by
now and be watching a movie snuggling
Me 9:02
PM You have not told me what commitments
and promises your are making to me. You have not told me you will be alone. You
have not told me if you are furnishing gas. You have not told me a list of what
we are getting. You have not told me what trailer I will need to have. I am
meeting someone in the morning and don’t know if 11:00 is a good time.
Barrie 8:56 PM Will you meet me at the shop at 11:00 tomorrow?
Me 4:46
PM Now you need to think of us being in
love totally since the very beginning. If Dingo were here he would not agree
with our falling apart for any reason. Fuji also watched us fall in love. I feel no different
about you than I ever have. I loved you with all my heart since the very
beginning, and my love for you has grown stronger after you became my wife. You
are the love of my life and always will be.
Barrie 4:38 PM Of course I remember getting married. I was
upset last night because you brought up how we fell in love the third night and
it made me think of Dingo.
Me 4:08
PM Do you ever remember getting married in
Durango and how we cried to each other saying our vows we were so much in love?
Me 1:02
PM They say marriage is what keeps two
people living and sleeping together each night in love and commitment and if
they ever fall out of love marriage still keeps them living together and in the
same bed until they fall back in love again.
Me 11:25
AM I want to know why in
detail u cried and were so upset and your stomach hurt last night. Was it
because you know you really love me.
Me 7:14
AM Hi Cowgirl. Do you have your wedding
ring from your Cowboy on your left hand finger where it belongs to show the
world you are married, and where other men won’t be hitting on my wife?
Me 3:16
AM I have made a
commitment to you to make you happy, make sure you have your needs met and help
you try to get what you want in fulfillment in your life. I need the commitment
from you to keep our love and marriage intact and for us to move forward in
life together. We already made a commitment to each other two years ago to be
husband and wife and love each other. You have gone off on a tangent here that
is not the right approach, but I will support you to make you happy and
content, but you need to also work with me with commitment to us in return.
That involves admitting to our love for each other as husband and wife and
proudly wearing your wedding ring. I need you to acknowledge some of my needs
as well as your own. You already gave me your word when you married me as I did
to you. What commitments are you willing to hold to right now for this to not
be your own one way street?
Thursday
January 26, 2012
Me 10:17
PM Please do one thing for
me. Please put your wedding ring on and not take it off again.
Me 8:58
PM I love you
Me 8:56
PM I loved seeing you
tonight honey. I love my Butterbean so much.
Monday
January 23, 2012
Me 8:01
AM This has nothing to do with me or us.
Because of the tragedy and loss of so many animals you loved in such a short
period of time, your emotional defenses have shut you down emotionally where
you have no feelings for anything or anyone, but just anger and despair. YOU
HAVE TO TALK IT OUT WITH ME to get through this or it will destroy you. I love
you but you are keeping me locked out where I cannot help you. Please talk it
out with me or get some help.
Sunday
January 22, 2012
Barrie 9:17 PM The dark!
Me 8:31
PM Every morning I wake up in the cold,
but with four smiling little faces loving on me, one with his tongue sticking
out. What do you wake up to each day?
Me 7:35
PM Someday you are going to miss my love
for and that from your kids and be very lonely and all alone when you are older
Saturday
January 21, 2012
Me 6:17
PM I really don’t understand any of this.
We are so good together in everything we do. We have always been in love
completely with each other. You are the love of my life.
Me 6:17
PM No hurt to my butterbean
but locked the shop to protect from a raging Barrie that might do who knows what. I have done nothing
against you ever! What is going on in your head?
Me 6:16
PM You are the only one I have in this
world. You are my wife! When I saw you Thursday and our conversations I
realized what a toll the fire, dogs and trouble had on your but as we discussed
with some time for you alone and apart you could recover and start putting us
back together again. I saw how bad you looked and how unhappy you were and it
broke my heart. We almost went dancing and that would have helped us both. I
thought we parted on a good note with knowing that we did have our love between
us.
Me 5:56
PM I love you Barrie. What have you done to us and why in the world have
you done it?
Me 2:56
PM You have left me for no reason between
us and have turned into an irrational person. It was horrible that you left me
suddenly in all of the extreme emotional and numerous emergencies we were in
without your help. You simply threw all burdens on me and cut and ran. Just
like the two that meet the grizzly and you leave me to fight him as you save
yourself. But on top of that you put us under even more extreme pressure and
emotional distress by destroying our lives and marriage. When we should stick
like glue you leave. Then you will have next to no contact and are dishonest
and threaten me. I always thought your were going to be honest!!! Just as I
thought you would never hit me and leaned different last year. I have always
believed in your love and you and trusted you!
Barrie 11:18 AM Meet me at the shop at 3PM. We
can talk there.
Me 9:40
AM I love my honey!
Me 7:29
AM Morning baby. I love you
Me 7:08
PM Goodnight honey. Your idea to cut and
run with no contact and make a clean break for no reason between us using lies,
deceit, dishonesty, anger, now threats is not Barrie Derringer. We have to sit
down, talk about what happened, our feelings, what could be done to repair some
of the emotional damage and come to some understandings of what went wrong.
Your “friends” and parents and Michele have to stay out of our love, problems,
and marriage. We have to have some really long involved talks over all of this.
You are not acting or behaving at all like the you I have known. The idea to
simply break all contact and cut and run destroying everything in your path to
get your own way with whatever nastiness you want to use will not fly with your
Cowboy. You need to Cowgirl up and talk all of this out with your Cowboy. Your
force, dishonesty and threats are not going to cut it. You have to talk. I love
you
Me 4:19
PM I will do nothing but listen. Please
talk to me baby.
Me 3:52
PM Why don’t you call me time after time
and I won’t answer so you can leave voice mails to talk to me about all your
feelings without any interruptions from me so you can tell me everything. You
always claim I interrupt. Talk this way please baby and let all your emotions
out about everything going on in your head. Please baby talk it out with me.
Me 3:42
PM You need to talk to me baby. Tell me
everything going on in your head. Talk about the house, the fire, the dogs,
your feelings, your hurt. Talk to me, cry with me, let me know all your
feelings about everything in your head. I love you and you need to get through
all of this and get OK again.
Me 1:29
PM I have never known you to be a nasty
and mean person or have the rage and behavior you have now. What is going on in
your head honey? When will you sit down and really talk to me? Do you ever take
your two pills anymore? What has happened to my baby?
Barrie 1:16 PM You need to change that lock back or I will be
forced to have it changes and you will not like what I do.
Me 1:06
PM You need to sit down and talk to me.
You are totally out of control.
Me 12:48
PM I love you Mrs. Butterbean
Me 12:01
PM I can’t help if you don’t
let me know that is going on
Me 11:54AM Are they replacing the tires for
free with two matched better ones? I love you
Me 10:30
AM Sorry you are having
trouble but all I do is help and you find some way right now to be mad at me. I
am the best friend you have in the world and you are trying to perceive me as
the enemy. I have never heard you in such a rage since I met you. And this
situation does not call for such a rage. You are unbalanced and I don’t know that
to do to get you back to center. U used to have tranquilizers. You might take
one. I love you.
Barrie 9:40 AM Right now I am livid!!! I just went out to my
car and have another flat and no spare. I guess you get what you pay for.!
Me 9:17
AM Been getting collection calls from Texas asking for Barrie Beverley. They obviously have tied
my number to you. I assume Xerox or one of your past credit cards Charlie has
defaulted on. I love you Barrie
Me 8:36
AM I love you
Me 7:11
AM Morning. I love you
Friday
January 20, 2012
Me 8:59
PM You were always happy when with your
Cowboy. Now both of us are unhappy. Can’t you see what you have done here for
no reason to both of us ?
Me 8:43
PM We used to go dancing every Thursday
and date night movies every Friday and drives to the mountains and trips to the
zoo. What has happened to us Barrie?? Lets get all of that back, restore our love and fun
and be in each other’s arms as we were meant to be. Me 8:26 PM This is
not the real Barrie. My wife is nice, compassionate, loving, caring,
helpful, smart and beautiful and does not have a mean bone in her body. That is
why I married Barrie Derringer and love her with all my heart!
Me 7:56
PM Goodnight sweetheart. I love you
Me 6:15
PM Whomever is brainwashing you has caused
you to forsake the loving wonderful Barrie Derringer and is making you forget
our love, marriage and your own honesty you have always had with your Cowboy
since July 7, 2009. Truly, you have been abducted by demons. My baby is Mrs.
BUTTERBEAN. Abductors let her go so she can come back to her Cowboy that loves
her!
Me 5:56
PM What people are “advising” you to treat
your Cowboy like this when all I have ever done is love and protect you, and
continue to do the same? None of this is the Barrie I have ever known. You also never responded about
your medication so you are either not yourself at all right now or getting some
nasty advice from some very nasty and messed up people meddling in our marriage
and love. None of what you have been doing is anything like Barrie Derringer,
my baby. You have never acted or thought like this since I met you.
Me 4:53
PM I know I make you happy where you
smile, laugh, sing and sparkle. You are not that way now. I can see it in your
face and hear it in your voice. Let your Cowboy make you happy again so you
sparkle as you do when you are with me. I love you.
Me 4:30
PM Hi Mrs. Beautiful Butterbean. I love
you
Me 3:56
PM I love my Butterbean
Me 3:16
PM I love my honey bunny!
Me 2:15
PM I love you
Barrie 1:33 PM I need to do the amended return. I just need to
get to my stuff to find the one I did before. I shouldn’t owe any more.
Me 11:40
AM I put 5 ton on craigslist
at $9800.00. Lets try to use that to pay off and move forward. Luv u
Me 11:33
AM I am going to put the 5
ton up for sale to pay IRS and for us to try to recover. Luv u
Me 11:31
AM Your IRS statement came
today. Your payment due Jan 26 is $100. Your balance is now $6,041.21 and they
have assessed you an extra $212.57 in failure to pay penalty of $102.33 and
interest charges of $112.24. With the payments you make you owe more and more
each month and it will never get paid off. If I can get a chunk of money from
Katherine, we need to take part of that money and pay this off completely. We
will be better off and save money in the long run. I love you Mrs. Butterbean.
Me 9:12
AM Hey guess what? I love you! Nicky says
uh, uh uh, uh horse talk for “hi Barrie mom how u bean”.
Me 8:52
AM Hi beautiful! Luv u
Me 8:00
AM I love you
Me 6:21
AM Good morning my precious. Do you have
enough food? I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Me 4:32
AM Let our love for each other make you
strong enough to face anything. I am always there for my baby and you know you
can count on me to help and support you in life. You are such a precious little
butterbean. Luv u
Me 4:03
AM You are the most wonderful and
beautiful woman I have ever known. Love you so much sweetheart. How you are
having sweet dreams.
Me 3:54
AM Loved smelling the hair of my baby last
night. It was so wonderful to see you and touch you. I miss us being happy and
together so much. I love you Mrs. Butterbean!
Thursday
January 19, 2012
Me 8:44
PM Goodnight honey. I love you
Me 5:59
PM The only time it is too late for us to
save our love is when one of us is dead
Me 5:40
PM You know in life there are no
guarantees of anything. All two people can honestly do is love each other and
try their best.
Barrie 5:39 PM My mind is made up. I would like to talk to you
in person. I want to help you out but I do NOT want to have a conversation with
texts.
Me 5:37
PM Are you open to staying together or is
your mind closed to keep a separation from your Cowboy?
Me 5:32
PM Are we going to dance close and then
talk about how we save our marriage to actually come up with a plan and
compromises, or is your mind made up to not be married to your Cowboy anymore?
Does your love for me mean anything?
Barrie 5:29 PM So r we meeting or not!
Me 5:17
PM We should come to the table with the
love to keep intact first and try to create and build what else we need for
both to be happy. I know I will build and compromise to keep our love. I our
love for each other of no value whatsoever to you?
Me 5:14
PM You loved me dearly until the house
disaster made you try to turn off your love for me and walk away. Now that
things have calmed down a bit is when we can take inventory of what we have to
work with and make new plans and head in new directions. If you have convinced
yourself wrongly that “we” have to separate and lead different lives without an
open mind for discussion of saving our love and making both of us happy in the
process you don’t have any open mind to talk about anything
Me 5:03
PM I don’t think you are thinking of our
love or possibilities. A “talk” between man and wife is to solve problems not
split
Me 4:59
PM I don’t think you are listening to your
heart at all or giving us a chance to work out your needs or our problems.
Sounds like you just want to give ultimatums rather than actually talk to work
out problems between us. You also know that you love me and are trying to keep
your distance to attempt to squelch that love you know is there. If you are not
willing to admit that you love me, dance and hold each other in an honest try
to save our marriage while fulfilling your personal needs dreams and goals with
an open mind and true attempt to actually make our life work properly, we
should not meet tonight. I love my honey bunny! You and I know you feel the
same inside.
Barrie 4:49 PM I don’t think it’s a good idea to go dancing.
I don’t want you to get your hopes up.
Me 3:12
PM there is no doubt that you love your
Cowboy no matter how much you try to forget or ignore it, it still remains in
your heart. You might listen to your heart a little more. And your Cowboy loves
you also and this love between us is nothing but a good thing meant to be.
Me 2:02
PM Go back on your own phone text messages
as far back as the phone holds and you will see that your texts to your Cowboy
drip of nothing but love and I certainly love you with all of my heart!
Me 1:57
PM Love between two people is the very
core of a marriage. We have that love/friendship and ease with each other.
Anything else can be worked out
Me 1:44
PM We need to talk about love for each
other and that is best done in each other’s arms. I forwarded many of your messages
to me from September until you left and it is very clear how much we love each
other. It is also clear that you are not thinking right about us since you
left. I love you
Me 1:36
PM We need to do both
Barrie 1:35 PM We need to talk not dance.
Me 1:34
PM Caravan East to dance with you
Barrie 1:33 PM Where do u want to meet tonight?
Me 1:32
PM I love my honey bunny!
Me 1:07
PM I love you honey
Me 11:40
AM I love u
Me 10:01
AM I love you
Me 6:58
AM Morning my Barrie. I love you
Wednesday
January 18, 2012
Me 10:58
PM I miss my wife so much
Me 7:15
PM Goodnight honey bunches of honey. I
love you
Me 5:54
PM I wish my wife would come home so we
could snuggle and watch movies together
Barrie 3:08 PM It was paid
Me 3:07
PM I love you
Me 1:54
PM you still have not done your tires.
With no responsibilities acting to our marriage I want to know who you are with and what you
are doing with all your non-working time and your life
Me 12:50
PM Actual Wells Fargo bill
is $1,205.54 with late charge of $15
Me 12:46
PM I guess when you left
your husband you simply washed your hands of being a wife, mother and every
other responsibility in the world
Me 12:43
PM It shows last month truck
payment late. I wonder if you ever paid it with the $1,000.00 you took out on
December 27?
Me 12:39
PM Keep this text: Friday
Jan. 20 you need to pay Thom $700, Sprint $105, and truck. Wells Fargo Dealer Services Box 25341 Santa Ana, Cal. 92799-5341 Amt $595.27
Me 12:30
PM Had to feed lost of
fresh green beans. My baby loves green beans but my baby isn’t here
Me 10:37
AM I miss my wife
Me 9:57
AM I love u
Me 8:47
AM I love my honey bunny!!
Me 7:21
AM Morning baby I love you
Tuesday
January 17, 2012
Me 10:03
PM Goodnight I love you
Barrie 8:33 PM No
Me 8:17
PM When I delivered your flowers did you
hear that I was at your office and didn’t want to see me and was it you that
asked Debbie to throw me out?
Me 7:10
PM I love you
Me 3:56
PM I believe our marriage or any good
marriage should keep the love intact at the core and adapt, improvise, modify
behavior and circumstances and conditions to overcome and move forward despite
outside influences or obstacles
Me 3:47
PM I love you
Me 3:17
PM You seem to believe that your car, home
and everything including your sock drawer can always be all tidy near and clean
with no disruptions or sudden messes; clean car even when in mud. Real life is
simply not as neat and organized as you might like if you are really living it
and not just sitting in an apt alone doing nothing. With us things have been
somewhat to the other extreme due to circumstances, but that is why we have
been constantly trying to move forward and to have a cleaner, more organized
life. You don’t stop working with your mate to improve though and simply change
husbands as you would change to a new blouse each day, but you voice your
concerns, talk and talk and modify your collective lives as a married couple to
improve things for both. What you don’t do in a marriage is ruin your love and
simply walk away on sudden impulse with no talking, compromises or discussions
for changes you feel needed.
Me 2:18
PM Luv u
Me 1:04
PM I love u
Me 11:30
AM 22 days without the love
of my life
Me 10:03
AM I miss u Barrie
Me 9:45
AM I love u
Me 9:10
AM I love you
Me 7:46
AM At one time we used to talk every
morning as I went to drive you to work and listen to the radio stupid question
Me 7:39
AM That time I screamed out the car window
“I love my wife” for the world to hear . I wonder if you can still hear that
echoing around the universe?
Me 7:23
AM I love you
Me 3:55
AM Mask misses u to sleep on. Where is my
mom
Monday
January 16, 2012
Me 10:20
PM This must have been the
feeling of POW’s in Viet Nam day after day deprived of being with those you
love
Me 9:53
PM I miss you so much. 21 days is Hell
doing without my love. Now I truly know what hell really is spending every
minute of every day deprive of the one you love and want to be with
Me 8:24
PM I love you baby
Me 7:13
PM Goodnight I live you Barrie
Me 6:08
PM I miss laying in bed with u watching a
movie
Me 5:36
PM I miss being with u so much
Me 5:31
PM I love you
Me 4:24
PM I love you my little sweet petunia
Me 3:20
PM I love u Butterbean
Me 2:11
PM How bad could life be if you were
always with someone that loved you and would stand by you?
Me 1:36
PM I love you
Me 12:15
PM Something for you to
think about. When on chemo I always to me thought I talked normally. Cheryl and
nurses told me my speech was very slow and slurred. You are not acting at all
like the loving wife I know or the Barrie I have known since I met you. But are
acting like the Barrie that for a few days during our time acted off the
wall once at Kris’s three days before Christmas last year and now. I see what
you write or not contact saw you once I your car and your voice and attitude
totally are unlike you in voice mail. What if??? Meds you are not taking allow
a change no good. Meds you are taking not right for you. Med prescription is
too much or too little. What if??? You think you are acting normal and thinking
clearly and are not? Exploring possibilities and exploring options is a
rational way to think and proceed for both of us. Love you
Me 8:21
AM Will you go dancing with me that night?
Barrie 8:20 AM How about Thursday evening? I’m going to get
tires today.
Me 8:19
AM When would you be willing to sit down
with me and talk about lots of things including our love?
Me 7:14
AM You are thinking that without the right
“place” we cannot have our love, but our love exists all by itself and does not
need a particular place to happen or continue. Our love for each other exists
on its own manifested in our minds and hearts
Me 6:26
AM I wonder right now if you can remember
all of our good times the holding hands,
kissing, dancing, talking, laughing, making love, watching sunsets, and full
moons and golden leaves of Fall. The real love between us
Me 6:07
AM Morning. What I hear in your voice is
not my baby I know and you are not remembering any of our loving times. My baby
would be willing to sit down and talk to me about all of this. Luv u
Sunday
January 15, 2012
Me 10:59
PM I know you need a lot of
attention and I try to always give you a lot. You know how much I love you. I
should give you more attention. There are never enough kisses and hugs between
us as doing that all day would never be enough. I am millions behind on your
back rubs as well. I mean the best for you baby just don’t get it all done.
Me We
have been through a lot. I have been spread desperately thin with all the
emergencies along with the trial other stuff I am faced with. Clearly, I have
not comforted you enough or been as diligent as I should kissing you more, more
passionately, holding you more, spending more direct quality time with you and
helping you more as well as helping you relax more. Easing the stress and
tension by us dancing more. We were both caught in the extreme situations and
had a lot on my plate and still. That does not mean I was neglecting you,
didn’t want to kiss, hold, make love or dance more, but being caught up in the
mess. I may not have held you when you really needed it but the love was and is
there and you could always say I need more. I always try to be the best husband
I can to you but you can always remind me to be better. The desire is to be as
good as I can be for you. If I was not as much paying attention to you as I
should I will try harder.
Me 9:05
PM Would you be at least willing to see
your current doctor to ask her about what she thinks of the current anti
depression medication?
Me 8:55
PM I sent you lots of texts. I hope you
read all
Me 8:50
PM I hope you listen to all my voice
mails. Goodnight sweetheart. I love you
Me 3:46
PM You are all I have in this world and
you have my heart
Me 3:36
PM Baby please come home to your Cowboy.
I miss you so much
Me 3:29
PM My heart aches for you. I can’t deal
with being without you. I love you
Me 3:23
PM I love u Mrs. Butterbean
Me 2:28
PM You know you belong in my arms
forever. How long will it take you to realize we were meant to love each other?
Me 2:24
PM I know your heart belongs to Cowboy.
It’s screaming for me just as you try to survive our wedding day. Listen to
your heart. Work something out with me. I love you.
Me 1:51
PM Kissing and holding each other with my
baby in dark areas of the zoo, holding hands even walking to Walmart, crying as
we said our wedding vows to each other, making love at 2:00AM as your anytime
lover. You can’t tell me these things and our love history mean nothing to you.
We love each other honey!
Me 1:27
PM Your heart is screaming for me and mine
is screaming for you. Why do you endure this horrible noise and not let our
hearts be back together where they both belong?
Me 12:45
PM I wish we could see each
other but you are so afraid because you know if you were with your Cowboy your
heart would be screaming for me to hold you in my arms and to kiss you. I love
you very much Barrie and I know you love me. What you are doing to keep us
separate is insane. You absolutely know we could work something out!
Me 12:11
PM You have a Cowboy in your
heart and he will be there forever
Me 11:58
AM Remember our drive to Mt. Taylor to see the leaves and making love on our picnic?
Me 11:54
AM Day like today we should
be taking a drive. Luv you Butterbean
Me 11:00AM I think of how well we work
together whether holding and talking to you getting water or dressing MAWSUN in
SCUBA gear. Don’t you dare give up on our love
Me 10:38
AM Today our anniversary
think of all the love you have for your Cowboy the way I am thinking about my
Butterbean. I love you with all my heart.
Me 10:30
AM We share tremendous love
between us.
Me 10:21
AM I remember you pulling
over on Paseo Vulcan and we danced on the dirt beside the car to “I cross my
heart”
Me 10:18
AM I miss dancing with you
and looking into your eyes
Me 12:05
AM OUR ANNIVERSARY: Friday,
January 15, 2010, Durango, Colorado, David Brian Derringer and Barrie Lee
Derringer pledged each other their love, companionship, friendship and future
together for the rest of their lives/became one. There has never been a more
perfect marriage union between two souls. We are totally compatible,
comfortable, and at ease with each other in every aspect living, thinking,
joking, laughing, and intimacy. Today, January 15, 2012 is two years with the
love of my life, soulmate, friend/lover/dance. We have been through some
extreme situations but my love for you has never wavered or faltered. I think
you are sexy, adorable, fun, smart, and the most beautiful woman to take pride
that you are my wife. I both respect and admire you, take pride in who you are,
what you can accomplish, and the quality of my lover. You have a personality
that blends with me perfectly. I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Saturday
January 14, 2012
Barrie 2:33 PM What is the name of the tire place?
Friday
January 13, 2012
Barrie 7:10 PM I have not had time to do the tires. Where do I
go?
Me 2:09
PM I love my honey!
Me 1:36
PM Did you ever get your tires on or am I
wasting my breath and our money since I already paid for them?
Me 1:19
PM All I have ever done and wanted to do
is love and protect you, and honestly since the day I met you I think I have
done a pretty good job at both
Me 12:49
PM Isn’t it amazing that
Cowboy has been better to you and loved you more than any man in your entire
life yet inevitably I’m always portrayed as the bad guy.
Me 12:38
PM I should have taken the
phone that day and mad Steve apologize for cussing you out and tearing you a
new asshole, but then as usual you would be mad at your husband for protecting
you instead of mad at the enemy. You are kind of like the Stockholm syndrome
instead of “sticking like glue” to your husband
Me 12:34
PM I was present in the car
and watched you cry and be afraid of Steve when he tore you a new asshole.
Hell, I was there! The same think is happening as with David and Rosie. You
need to save our marriage just like they do.
I love you very much and I want my wife back and your kids want their
mom back.
Barrie 12:00PM Yes I got the card and photos
unopened. I am not afraid of Debbie or Steve.
Me 11:27
AM Think about how bad it is
for you to feel obligated to have to work Christmas day and the day after when
you were off. My God the fear you must have of Steve and Debbie just like
Charlie past. You need to keep a “Cowboy’ in your life. Lucky you, you have one
as a husband.
Me 11:23
AM We have the same scenario
of David Lee and Rosie with their marriage being ruined by Debbie and Steve now
happening to my wife. I remember the cussing abusive phone call of Steve that
Friday night in the car when we were to go to movies that had you in fear and
crying. Steve reminds me of your same fear of Charlie “there’ll be hell to pay
if I touch these motorcycle parts”. U are afraid of Steve and Debbie in the
same way but you still let them do it to you. We need to spend time in person
and talk about these things. I need to know if Debbie took your card and
photographs and then only told you the flowers were from me.
Me 9:00
AM Did you get the tan card with the
photographs or not and was it sealed or open??
Me 8:36
AM I need to know if you got my card or not
Me 8:33
AM So I guess you are not going to
further contact the employment agency
Me 8:13
AM Maybe you should realize how WARDEN
DEBBIE is treating you in your little self made prison since you won’t quit
that job
Barrie 6:58 AM Maybe it’s best that you not come by
unannounced.
Me 5:31
AM You say to me that you are sorry for
the way your husband was treated by Debbie but I know you will say nothing to
Debbie in defense of your husband and tell her not to ever treat your husband
Cowboy badly
Thursday
January 12, 2012
Me 10:27
PM You say I talk too much
but I seem to never be able to reach you or get through to you that the most
important thing in the world is “us” and our love
Me 9:55 PM You are like a little hamster running on the
wheel as long as they give you constant praise and compliments. But someday
they will fie you just as others before you when they can get someone else for
less and you not only won’t see it coming since you trust them so much but will
be crushed and wonder what happened. I have no doubt you job is adversely
affecting our marriage and instead of concentrating on your personal life and
love, you seek your emotional rewards in your job. Unbelievably unhealthy
rationally and emotionally. Our true love for each other is what is truly important
in life not some “job” with strangers.
Me 8:53 PM You are not an “employee” there. They think
they own you.
Barrie 8:50 PM Wow the roses are beautiful! Thank you. I’m
sorry for your bad experience today. I am not going to quit my job.
Me 7:40
PM Miss your head on my shoulder. Love you
Mrs. Butterbean goodnight
Me 3:13
PM Now I know what it must be like when a
wife or kid gets with the wrong people, drugs and trouble and all you can do is
try to talk and communicate and they won’t listen. I feel that way with your
right now. I have never done anything to hurt you but you are tired of your
circumstances so you listen to anyone other than your husband and yet your
husband is the best you have in this world.
Me 2:46
PM I love you and can’t stand people
hurting you and using you so badly in exploitation. Please call the employment
agency but quit Debbie now and take all leave and vacation. I can’t even
believe what an egotistical bitch she is. Luv u honey. You are obviously
listening to and hanging out with the wrong people that are not really your
friends. Your best friend, lover, and soul mate is Cowboy. I am the one that
really loves you and will do anything to protect you. Debbie is very disturbing
Me 2:21
PM I know your head is really messed up right
now but please give them your immediate resignation Debbie has no business as
your boss meddling in anything of your private life. U obviously are in with a
bunch of nasty people as I have tried to get you out of there since I met you.
For once please listen and get out of that Peyton Place. I love you very much Barrie.
Me
12:16 PM Please listen to my
voice mail at work. There is a control and nasty influence from Debbie Harmes
that will ruin your life. I bought you the prettiest dozen red roses I could
find, dressed up in my Cowboy wedding suit to deliver your flowers and card.
Debbie almost literally threw me out of the building with her obvious next step
to call the cops. I said nothing to her. I don’t know if you are staying with
them or what if anything you have told her, as nothing is her business and I
have never done anything bad to you. They are obviously working your ass off
under the circumstances extorting and using you severely without me to say
something. You work for some really nasty people that are exploiting you and as
your husband ask you to quit Maestas immediately. We can find you another job
with decent folk and in the meantime I am working in the settlement for more
than you make in a year.
Me 11:04
AM I love you
Wednesday
January 11, 2012
Me 10:59
PM I don’t understand any of
this baby
Me 10:06
PM Goodnight baby. I love
you so much and I am so worried about you
Me 9:10
PM The Barrie I know and married is safety
conscious, worries about my safety, is responsible would stick together with me
even on the blizzard of Christmas day. Since Dec. 27 you have been a different
person not even caring or concerned that day that I hurt my arm bad in a bad
fall on the ice. My Butterbean would have been really upset I got hurt. You are
not acting in any way like the woman I have known the last 2 ½ years. You are
totally different since Dec. 27. I don’t have any idea what to do. I love you
so much and don’t know where you are you have my hands tied. It is like
abductors have taken us tied me up then taken you somewhere else where I don’t
know what is happening to you. I can’t help. I is like you are zoned out on
drugs since you are doing and thinking nothing like the Barrie I have ever known. What you say and how you act is
nothing like you since that night in the car at the community center.
Me 8:49
PM It extremely worries me that you
suddenly think nothing of your safety. Before when the tire store told you
about the cracks in the Michlens over a year ago you worried about driving on
them until we got the better tires. I have been worried about our now worn out
ones and was really worried during the snows. Now you are out of my protection
and I want you on solid tires and you disregard your own safety and won’t
listen to your husband. This is just another of your mind being not what I know
in my baby. I would go insane if you got into a wreck an got hurt when I am
trying to love and protect you when I can’t be there with you. This behavior of
you like everything else you are doing is not right and not Barrie. I would die
if anything ever happened to you. I love you with all of my heart.
Me 8:18
PM I’m worried for good reason after two
weeks and am not there to protect you. Our love has always been solid and
unconditional and it is irrational for you to disregard us. Something is really
wrong going on in your head and I don’t know how to protect you keep you safe
or do anything about it. I love my wife and this worry is extreme.
Me 8:14
PM I don’t know what you are doing and we
will have another chance to move on with our lives. I love my wife more than
anything in the world. I want you as my wife forever. I have always wanted you
as my wife forever. It worries me that you are back with that crowd. We should
always be together. I miss you terribly. I don’t understand why all of a sudden
you are working or having to work longer hours. I assume you do not have the
new job. No only do I dread you being separated from me, but nothing about what
you say or write is anything like my baby I have known since I met you.
Something is dreadfully wrong here. I don’t know what is going on in your head
but you are mixed up and probably influenced by these people from your past of
whom I don’t know at all. I only met Carol once and have no idea what these
people are all about. All I know is that you are away from your own husband
when you should be with me
Barrie 7:59 PM No drugs; no other men ESPECIALLY Charlie! I
don’t even know where he is and don’t care. I have been working very long
hours.
Me 7:40
PM Goodnight. I love you
Me 7:12
PM I have gathered you are probably
staying with Carol and are back into your string of friends when with Charlie
and wonder even if your are having contact with Charlie. You are so erratic
this time and impressionable and vulnerable I hope you don’t get drawn into
their wild life drugs and cocaine you had told me about. I find out anyone has
got my wife to try drugs again or hurt you or I find Charlie has been around
you, they will answer to this Cowboy.
Me 2:08
PM Since you loved me the day before you
left and we have a good relationship ourselves why would you not want to
improve our lives and proceed with our plans? We are finally getting some
things resolved that we can move forward. What is the matter with you now? Have
you been cheating with another man?
Me 2:01
PM I thought your main
problem was our living and you would have lived with me in the mountain. What
is the problem now?
Barrie 1:59 PM Probably not
Me 1:56
PM Are you going to come back to me as my
wife as I get a nice place to live and move on with our plans for a future? I
am negotiating a settlement with Katherine.
Me 10:15
AM Do you have time for a
flat or blowout and wreck on the freeway? Do you have time to look at all 4
tires to see that two are now almost bald and you could have an accident at any
time? I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Barrie 10:08 AM I do not have time right now.
Me 10:07
AM You need to get the tires
put on so there is good rubber on front. Love you
Me 9:27
AM I love you
Me 7:08
AM Good morning my love. I love you honey.
Tuesday
January 10, 2012
Me 7:24
PM I’ve always loved you more than any
other woman in my life. Goodnight precious
Me 5:39
PM And you know what else? I love you with
all my heart and soul. We are the best thing that ever happened to each other
and have never had “marital problems” only circumstance problems from outside
sources that should not come between us and our perfect love and that we are so
comfortable at all times with each other. Our love for each other is what makes
the shit of life bearable. I will tell you goodnight later sweet petunia.
Me 12:46
PM I love my Butterbean!
Me 10:21
AM I love you
Me 4:42
AM Morning! Every night Mask asks me where
mom is to snuggle. Every morning I have no baby to touch, kiss or put panties on.
I miss my wife and wake up in the middle of the night to find her gone. I love
you
Monday
January 9, 2012
Me 7:00
PM Goodnight Mrs. Butterbean. I love my
honey bunny!
Me 2:44
PM Silly Rabbit, they are worn out to the
bar line. Do as your husband says and go put the good tires on. I have them
paid for and waiting for you. Luv you feisty snup
Barrie 2:22 PM What’s wrong with what I have?
Me 1:34
PM Go to 217 Old Coors tire shop and have
two tires put on front I have waiting for you that will be mounted and
balanced. I wrote your name on each tire. They are 225-70-16. I love you Mrs.
BUTTERBEAN
Me 10:57
AM I love you
Me 7:22
AM Good morning my love. I miss you. I
love you.
Sunday
January 8, 2012
Me 5:30
PM There is nothing more precious than
time spent with you. Kissing your soft lips, touching and holding my beautiful
wife for even a minute is what this life is really all about
Me 1:10
PM Why can’t I go dancing with my wife in
her new black dress and beautiful new boots? That is why I bought them for you
to go dancing with your Cowboy. We had a deal Mrs. Butterbean that you had to
model new clothes and you never let me see you in both you new dresses.
Barrie 1:07 PM I refuse to have this conversation via text or
phone. That is why I came up there. Now I am clear across town.
Me 12:59
PM Why can’t we work
something out Mrs. Butterbean? You seem to not have any emotion or be the woman
I have loved for three years. You are acting like a zombie. We have a love bond
Mrs. Butterbean and should still be stuck like glue that you used to sing to me
in the car. If you don’t want me to rent an apartment for us will you rent one
for us? How can I get my wife back from this zombie Mrs. Butterbean???
Me 12:49
PM Why are you giving up on
our love Mrs. Butterbean, you won’t even try to work with me. WHY????
Barrie 12:47 PM Don’t rent an apartment.
Me 12:44
PM I will do anything to
keep you as my wife. I have found a kitchenette for $700 a month and will rent
it for you until we find something better if you will come home. Without you I
feel totally defeated and that my life is over. You are the love of my life. If
we had an apartment you would not even have to see the animals anymore. I want
you back in my arms and would ransom my soul to have you back. I miss you so
much. I love you with all my heart.
Barrie 12:01 PM Where are you?
Me 11:47
AM You have a love from your
husband that women only dream of. “our love is unconditional, we knew it from
the start. You can feel it from my heart. From here on after lets stay the way
we are right now, and share all the love and laughter that a lifetime will
arrive. I cross my heart and promise to give all I’ve got to give to make your
dreams come true. In all the world you’ll never find a love as true as mine.
You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete and as long as
there’s a breath in me I’ll make you just as sweet. As we look into the future
its as far as we can see, so lets make each tomorrow be the best that it can
be. And if along the way we find a day it starts to storm you’ve got the
promise of my love to keep you warm. In all the world you’ll never find a love
as true as mine.” I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Barrie 11:02 AM Are you at trailer or horses?
Saturday
January 7, 2012
Me 11:30
PM While dancing with you I
would request and then sing in your ear “I cross my heart and promise to give
all my love to you” and hold you tight to my heart.
Me 11:04
PM I really wonder what you
think when you hear all our songs Gearge Strait “I cross my heart”, Sugarland
“Stuck like glue”, Thompson
Square “Are
you going to kiss me or not” and all our other songs we pledged our love to
each other.
Barrie 8:45 PM I’ll talk to you tomorrow after church.
Me 6:38
PM When we were at Pricilla’s the horses,
dogs, cats and trailer were at the old corral, car wasn’t working well and we
had to get water sometimes in your car. But we loved each other, we talked, we
danced. Then we married when we had lost Pricilla’s place and still were in
love, talked and danced. I still love you more than at Pricilla’s, more than
when I married you and still want to tank and dance with you. It would seem
that a warm apartment should be all we need to be whole again even better than
at Pricilla’s. I love you a whole lot more as my wife than previously as a
girlfriend.
Me 6:12
PM You told me that what you needed was a
warm clean apartment. And then I asked you what else you want for us to save
our marriage and you won’t respond. So what other things do you need to make Barrie happy?
Me 3:46
PM Are you reading my text?
Me 1:54
PM “Don’t give up on us baby, we can still
pull through” who sang that?
Me 1:49
PM I want you with me so much. I miss
talking with you.
Me 1:31
PM You seem to be using the house burning
up as a way to blame me for everything and that you should be separate. We were
both there and truly thought we were doing the right thing to warm up the house
for the animals. Neither of us should be blamed for this disaster and you
should not be separated from me. Days before Cricket was there with me and we
opened the flue, started a small fire and made sure it was drafting properly.
Don’t believe me ask him. Baby please work with me and don’t quit on us.
Me 11:08
AM You can’t tell me you
don’t love me care about me or not have any feelings for me or the animals
anymore. You don’t turn love off like a light switch.
Me 10:40
AM All you have to do is
find us an apartment and keep us together and try. You have to find an
apartment anyway. You can’t keep imposing and mooching off Kris forever anytime
you have to run somewhere.
Me 10:36
AM We should not have taken
the animals to San
Isidro but we
were desperate for a place and did not know. People should never have been on the Titanic
either but the survivors did not divorce each other because they were .
Me 10:30
AM The last two times you
had the nice house but an abusive man that did not love you and cheated on you.
You had it all but were not at all happy. This time you have a man that loves
and adores you and we don’t have a good place yet. But you love the fact that I
really love you and my love does make you happy. Would you rather have no
husband or a cheater and nice home alone or work more with a man that truly
loves you to improve our life?
Me 9:48
AM You could quit when your name was
Beverley, but not your name is Derringer and Derringer’s don’t give up.
Me 9:46
AM I want my arms around you again. I love
you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Me 8:22
AM What do you have to lose trying again
in your marriage? This is your third marriage. You might not have another. I am
willing to work things out to keep us together. I think you owe us another try.
Me 8:00
AM Will you sit down and work out a plan
with me and not quit?
Me 7:56
AM What way of life?
Barrie 7:46 AM It’s not just about the conditions, it’s the
way of life.
Me 7:27
AM You find an apartment so you are
satisfied and lets make this work. I love you
Me 6:45
AM The password is Mrs. Butterbean so I
don’t think this is my real baby. What have you done with my lover?? Turn her
loose out from your captivity and let her come to a new home. Bring my baby
back to me you abductors. I knew that this was not my baby saying all bad
things because whe would have known the password!
Me 6:34
AM I know you are hurting about the fire
but we could not have known the fireplace was bad. After digging our everyone I
now know that everyone including Toby suffocated first and was not burned
alive. I miss them all but we must survive. Don’t give up on our dream. Don’t
give up on us. Don’t give up on your Cowboy. I love you.
Barrie 6:04 AM I don’t remember the password. I miss everyone
but I do not miss that life.
Me 5:12
AM Have you been abducted? What is our
secret password?
Thursday
January 5, 2012
Barrie 12:07 PM Can we get together tonight?
Me 11:48
PM I need to know if you are
going to be my wife or not.
Wednesday
January 4, 2012
Me 8:31
PM Had to stop eat Central/Eubank. Cold
wet in pain. Still have to make it home. Luv you wife
Me 8:28
PM Went back up to
mountain to load the truck in the dark by myself without my wife.
Barrie 12:35 PM I will help with the truck this
weekend.
Me 12:23
PM I hope you are finding an
apartment for us.
Me 8:54
AM Don’t you think its about time you came
home?
Me 8:30
AM I love you Mrs. Derringer my wife!
Tuesday
January 3, 2012
Barrie 9:10 AM Yes, we need to talk. I left water on table by
Patch
Monday
January 2, 2012
Me 7:21
PM All you are doing is extremely adding
to both of our emotional distress and costs making both of us more miserable.
Consider how rash all of this is against both of us and destroying our marriage
love and relationship. I beg of you keep us together lets get some apartment
and you settle down and be rational!!! You know what I mean, Mrs. BUTTERBEAN.
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
Me 5:50
PM Please listen to all my messages. I
love you wife.
Me 4:56
PM You came and got your clothes and
forgot your boots. Did you find an apartment? Love you
Me 8:43
AM Why are you taking it out on us because
we lost the house We just need to make a new plan. Not give up. I love my wife.
Don’t quit on me now.
Barrie 8:09 AM You are a good person. I’m very, very sorry.
TEXTS
“BEFORE” BARRIE
DERRINGER LEAVING ON DECEMBER 27, 2011
Barrie December 14,
2011 11:24 AM Hi lover. R u doing OK
Barrie December 13,
2011 11:37 AM Luv you sweetheart
Barrie December 8, 2011 12:57 PM Hi honey just finished with our
function. Got cookies. Luv u
Barrie December 6,
2011 4:28 PM Of course. Do you love me?
Me December 6, 2011 3:27 PM Do
you love me?
Barrie December 2, 2011 10:52 AM Hi
lover Cowboy. Luv u
Barrie December 1, 2011 10:14 AM I
love my COWBOY!
Barrie November 18,
2011 3:50 PM Is
my lover out there?
Barrie November 17,
2011 11:44 AM Hey Cowboy, I love you!
Barrie November 16, 2011 10:45 AM Luv you Cowboy
Barrie November 9, 2011 10:52 AM Hi Cowboy. Luv u
Barrie November 3, 2011 10:36 AM Good morning my love! I luv u
Barrie November 2, 2011 4:39 PM Hi lover Cowboy.
I luv u
Barrie November 2, 2011 11:15 AM Kisses to my husband
Barrie October 24, 2011 9:51 AM I plan to luv u tomorrow too!
You silly Cowboy
Barrie October 18, 2011 9:17 AM I love my anytime lover
Barrie October 14, 2011 2:44 PM Hey guess what?
I love you!
Barrie September 30, 2011 10:02 AM That’s funny, I love my Cowboy!
